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While Waiting

The waiting was always fine for me

Always manageable

Always thinking it’s all just routine.

But it got me thinking,

“What if one of these days it wouldn’t be routine?

What if all this waiting will cease?”

I wondered this as I sat there

Waiting, like I often do

©Maria Michaela

I often accompany my mom on her check ups. It’s all routine now as it’s been almost 13 years since she was diagnosed. It just got me thinking earlier though that there may come a time when the results would lead to bad news and I wondered what and how I’d react.

Posted in original, Relationship

I’ll Miss You For Now

I’ll miss you while you’re not here

I’ll miss our small talks and conversations

I’ll miss our laughters and our tears

I’ll miss your silly expressions.
I’ll miss our morning routine of drinking coffee 

I’ll miss your simple giggles and smile

I’ll miss you now and how I wish to be

There for you, even just for a while.
I’ll miss you until you come to my life

I’ll miss you for now.

Sincerely,

Your future wife

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The Girl and The Boy

Cold,
Like his feelings towards me
Like rain so fine you hardly notice

Frozen,
Like how stuck I am now that I have this something for him
I knew it was wrong from the start
But,
I will wait until…

Empty,
When she looks at me
To her I am ordinary, nothing special

Wrong,
For me to even have this feeling for her
Knowing she will never fall for someone like me
Many adore her, myself included
But I am just another familiar face in this desolate place

Yet,
She makes me feel warm
And I can’t help but think there may be a chance
If only she waits until…