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The Whispers

I hear it everywhere

the sound of voices unfamiliar

Their words faint, as if unspoken

yet carried unwittingly through the air

I listen as intently as I could

but their words remain unknown

The voices stir within in and through me

It echoes, resounding vibrations into my ear

Outside the rain slowly falls

drowning the whispers

And they fade into the background of the tinkering rain

without me knowing what they could have meant

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The Day I Lost My Voice

It was here a moment then it was gone ; it went away together with the rising of the sun

I was talking and suddenly silence ; I was slowly loosing my patience

Seems it left in a hurry, now I’m left here to worry

I wanted to sing but I couldn’t ; I wanted to keep talking but I shouldn’t

I cried without a tear, sobbed without a sound —– I badly needed my voice to be found

I’ll wait until it comes back to me, right now I’ll just have to wait and see

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!!Mental

Didn’t know what to do what was I thinking?
No, I…I wasn’t thinking at all
something told me, whispered to my ear
what is this? what have I done?
Where is here and when is now?
I’ve been loosing time
can’t recall what happened
He calls…from a distance
…don’t know who he is
A dark passage, voices so many voices
talking at the same time
Some taunt, some laugh, some cry one…
one voice tells me to run
What have I done? What did I do?
“RUN!”, the voice said
I do not recall anything
Where is here and when is now?
Something slimy and warm
runs from my arm to my hands
what is this? where am I?
what have I done?
A person, laying like crumpled paper
vision so vivid,
passing and playing in my mind…
my mind like a movie, a silent movie
What is this I’m holding?
help me! someone, please!
I’m shaking, I close my eyes
where am I? what have I done?
“RUN! RUN!”, that voice again, the voice I hear
a dark, deep voice is talking now
silencing the voice that’s been….. telling me to run
A laugh, a scary, cold laugh I look around
…where’s the voice?
where are these voices coming from?
I hear…I hear someone speak
I spin around and face the mirror
to my surprise, my lips move
a voice came, that was not my own
“YOU!”, it said…”we are coming from YOU”
I am lost…I cannot be saved
…..not anymore