The days roll in and out
The sun shines bleakly
Ghosts of the past scream!
As if from the abyss, he hears them call
And he sees my gaze,
Dark and deadly.
He knows I’m calculating, formulating
I no longer have pure thoughts
Revenge has clouded my mind
And he knows he should be careful
I’m off to somewhere and all excited
But somehow my thoughts go back to you.
A stroke of genius
Or maybe not,
Yet I knew I had to put it into words.
So I wrote this just to let you know that I thought of you.
– Maria Michaela
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Painting all my musings and schemes
My random heart and my random thoughts
Randomly remembers you…
… And almost all the things you randomly did
To make me laugh just randomly.
I cry randomly,
Because I remember the hurt
And because I know I could never love anybody else as randomly as you.
She filters her thoughts
Keeps them in boxes for safekeeping
Away from prying eyes and spying lies
Away from criticism of the world
For she knew from long time ago
That if you are a thinker,
One that questions society’s so called normal,
You will be put to shame
For they prefer a non thinker
One who grasps nothing and take every poison they give
A light mist from the drizzle
A shower of wet snow
Umbrella on hand while thinking
….this can be poetic
It is, in my mind
I keep dreaming while awake and asleep
My mind is elsewhere
Flying to and from
I can imagine many things
And then get lost
And if they ever came true
Then what a wonderful sight it could be
If you think of a rose
If you think of the rain
Do you think of the thorns?
Do you think of the pain?
I wish it were easy
I wish it doesn’t sound cheesy
But I often wish it were you and I
Too often at times it makes me want to cry
But there is no you and me
Only you and her and well, just myself you see
I wish you were it
Because it seems that we’re a perfect fit
Who knows maybe in the future
You might change your mind and become my suitor
I wish I could just tell you
But it never is easy and that is true
I wish someday this won’t be just a wish
And here I thought there’s something
But I should know better than to expect
I will wait and see
I will hold my tongue
And I will not over think