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See Myself Thin

It’s not funny

I’m self conscious…all the time

I look at the mirror

Try to cheer myself up

Gain the confidence

But it gets depleted with each people who look at me funny.

The skinny can easily find clothes that fit

The heavy….well, we often struggle

My self esteem has left years ago

So I curl up on my bed

And hide in my room

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Smaller Frame

And so I came to realize that people with smaller size, smaller frame

Gets the praise, popularity and fame

They always seem to win the game

Of one size fits all.

I never try an outfit where they can see, for fear of being shamed

And perhaps, fear of being maimed

They may not laugh at me but I’ll feel awful just the same

Such an awful feeling.

My confidence, I can never tame

I am just another fat suffering dame

I feel so lame

For wanting to be one of those with smaller frames

Unfat

I have one wish

One I’ve had since I was small

I don’t want to be called fat anymore

I want people to stop joking about my weight

I just want to be unfat

But I think it’s too much to ask for

Shed those extra pounds

Let’s do it all again

You did it before

You can do it once more

Move your butt and feet

Get going and never admit defeat!

Go on, just lose it

I’m too fat again

I’m too skinny tomorrow

I will never be enough

I will never be just fine

I’m either too much or too little 

Not enough or an excess

I’m starting to fall again

Fall out of love of myself

How much more do you want from me?

I have nothing left!

To be skin and bones

And skin and bones!

To you I am just the sheel that you see
I have nothing more

Slimming and slender and beautiful 

That’s what they often say

Fatter, chubby and heavy

Do I vhange to please them?

Or do I change for my own sake?

The line is thin

Where do I go? What do I do?

I keep on gaining but not shedding

Do I let this define me?

I’ve never been quite the thin one
Never quite the sexy babe
But I never wanted to be one
For my mind is stronger
I prefer to be loved by who I am
By how my crazy mind works
Not by my waistline
Or the number on the weighing scale

So I’ve never been the thin me
Because I am,the great me!

Skinny Jeans

She looks at the mirror
Not liking what she sees
If only she were thinner
She’d have men on their knees

She holds her breath
Sucks her stomach in
Doesn’t hold too long for fear of death
She looks at her own skin

She stops, breathes deep
Takes the one size bigger
It fits her fine, it’s the one she’ll keep
Because she’s happier even when she’s not one size thinner

Maria Michaela

You’re not enough
You’re not worth it
You will never be skinny enough
You are doomed for fatness
You will never lose enough
You are nothing but a joke

Thank you for bringing my self esteem to its lowest low

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