Posted in heartbroken, original

The One’s I Broke

I told stories of how I got broken

But there seems to be one unspoken

Of those from the otherside.

 

Their feelings they told

Some wished that together we grow old

But I saw none of that for me.

 

Some had feelings that might have been true

Some just wanted to hear me say, “I love you too”

But I turned them all down.

 

What was it that I was searching for?

None of them had made a score

They were the wrong fit.

 

I feel sorry for the one’s I broke

I pray they find someone who can truly laugh at their jokes

I just knew, that would never be me.

Posted in heartbroken, original

The Past

I wanted you but you didn’t

I wanted to hope but I couldn’t

I wanted love but lost it

You broke my heart.
I took the leap but you stayed behind

I gave my heart but you were unkind

I was hurt

But you didn’t care.
I was all that but that was before

Because now I have moved on.

©Maria Michaela

Posted in original, sleep / insomnia

The Clock

Oh midnight by day!
No other words I can say
Here I am once more
Trying to settle the score
I am tired and sore
But still I try just like before

It is never easy when darkness falls
When the bed over yonder calls
My eyes I shut
But I know with my gut
My brain will not allow it
For it always, always forbids it

I lie down staring at nowhere
Wondering why sleep never found me here

Posted in original, Stories About Jeffrey

The End

Thank you for the lesson
Thank you for the time
I’ve learned to fall
And then stand tall
I broke my bones
And scrapped my elbow
But I got through it all
Well, what do you know?

I used to hope
I refused to see
Now I’ve discovered the best in me
Happier I am now and soon I hope you will too
I am closing your chapter
Thank you for the laughter
I cried a lot but it was all good
For I discovered myself through the process

Thank you again
I wish you well
This is were we end

Posted in love, original, special, Stories About Jeffrey

The Wrong One

I’d like to think he was not a mistake
Only a lesson learned all too well
We talk about the right one but never the wrong man

I jumped aboard thinking he would too
But he left me hanging in the blue
I was over the moon and beyond
While he was nowhere to be found

I cried for help, my heart bled
All my reasoning capacity from my mind fled
He was wrong in many ways
But I saw what others didn’t, or so I thought that day

After what seems like forever, the lesson is almost over
Pieces of my heart I have recovered
I will graduate soon and I aim it would be with flying colors

Posted in inspirational, original

I Break The Morning

I break the morning gently

Like breaking an egg for breakfast

The sun shined and smiled at me

What wonderful things it held!

It gave hope to the hopeless

Positivity to the negatives

Up to the low

Warmth to the cold

 

The sun broke the bitterness of a heartbreak

Gave light to the darkened soul

Calmness to the storm within

 

So I break the morning

To share its joys and blessings