Posted in original, self / self esteem

I Am

I am happy, I am down
I wear my heart like a crown
People laugh like I’m a clown
Maybe I should get out of town

I am smart but never cool
Others take me for a fool
But when I’m done they all will drool
I’ll teach them a lesson, one they never learned in school

I am tough, as tough as nails
Oh! They’ll talk about me, they will tell tales
For even if a million times I’d fail
I will go on, rough seas I’ll sail

People may not always see
All the best that is in me
But I don’t give a damn
Because this is who I am

Posted in self / self esteem

Unworthiness

Unworthy!
Am I unworthy to be something more?
I feel rejected,
Unlovable,
Unacceptable,
Not good enough,

Some say I’m much of a goody two shoes
Too good to be true
Funny and one of the guys
It’s a compliment, I know
But that’s all I’ll ever be
Maybe that’s all I am

Bow down to my unworthiness!

Posted in eating / losing weight, original

The Curves That I Have

The media is killing me slowly

But I always have a choice

I will not go down the path of wishing to be as thin as a stick

They don’t have the curves that I have

I am beautiful inside and out

I feel comfortable in my own skin

I do not wish to be someone else

Because I am unique

Beauty is not gauged by one’s waistline

The media feeds this false information

To make one feel like an abomination

And sell their good for nothing lies

 

I refuse to be controlled by society

Because I know I am beautiful

In my own way

In whatever shape or form I may be

So they can keep to themselves and I will keep to mine

What with the curves that I have

They simply can’t compete with me