Tongue Tied

I want to tell you something

Tell you that your smile is captivating.

But how can I say this out loud?

I can’t handle this crowd.

I get nervous just being near you

I know that’s nothing new.

But I wish I didn’t stumble around you

I wish I knew what to do.

Still, everytime I try to convey what I feel inside

My words get lost, then I start to slur and get tongue tied.

So when you ask, I just smiled

Because I would rather be silent and hide

Than to try and speak and again get tongue tied.

Nothing

There were no words to speak

Nothing left to say

All was said

All was done

Listener

I am the listener

The one who understands

I am the one they run to

But no one holds my hands

When it’s my time to share my story

Who will be there to listen?

Your Eyes Tell

The eyes says it all

Window of one’s soul

Shows the real emotion 

Shows no lie

Gives away many

And speaks louder when silence prevails

Bare

Tell all

No secrets

I am blank 

I will not hold back

This is me

Wish I Told You

I love you

I just want to say

I never got the chance to really tell you.
I love you

And wished I told you sooner

So I tell the wind to tell you
I love you

It’s true

Yes, I do love you

What My Heart

All I have to say is….
Is already said with my heart

If I Were To Die Today

If my life were taken today,
I wonder what you would say?

Would you tell me you love me?
Or would you say you were just being friendly?

Would you cry and hold me until my last breath?
Will you be sad because of my death?

If I died today, is there anything you’d like to say?

I wonder if you would ever….

….ever say a word
Ever say if there is something
Something that you’re feeling
Feeling anything special
Special, am I?

I don’t want to overthink
Think too much
Much to think about
And so, I wait for the faithful day

I can’t tell you…

…because I don’t know how your mind works
No lines I can read
No sentences I can understand
I am not sure what to think about the things that you do
The things that you say
You are being yourself
But something in me has changed

I hate myself for starting this feeling
But I hate myself more if I push it away

I still can’t tell you
I hope you can tell me instead 🙂