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Avoid

I said yes
He said no
I’ll take it today
But not again tomorrow

I’ll take that as a hint
I’ll take it as a sign
That he is avoiding any time spent with me
So I’ll  live with it, maybe I will be fine

Whatever the reason may be
I know, he’s avoiding me

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Ugly

I heard someone call my name

Then felt the numbness and the pain

For when I looked ’round no one was there

Only nameless faces everywhere

They look at me; they stare looking aghast

Some didn’t even bother to look, they just walk pass

No one takes notice, no one ever does

For I am just nobody, I never am and never was

 

They do not know of the scars, the hurt, the tears

The loneliness, the sadness and fears

They only look outside and never in

For there might’ve been beauty deep within

I walk the streets with a heavy heart

For I am different from them, just worlds apart

Posted in original, self / self esteem

Hidden

I’m not seen or heard or noticed

I’m there yet no one knows

I am hidden, in plain sight, in clear view

Yet nobody knows

I cry but no one comforts ; I laugh but no one cares

I sing but no one applauds

I drown in misery and enjoy living

Yet nobody knows

My time is spent, my hours gone

My talents wasted and my hopes crushed

I triumph over obstacles that others don’t see

Yet still my struggles are hidden from view

And still nobody knows

 

All gone, all lost

All better and all fine

Yet still……..still

Nobody knows