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Never Learn

I couldn’t love you for it would be a lie

I couldn’t let you wait on me or let you say you’d rather die

Than be alone and without me.

For what you felt for me was never love, not at all

It was infatuation and wanting, no, not love at all.

To hold your breath if I told you to

That would have been too much power I’d hold over you.

You were wrong for me for I never wanted or liked you

And I truly am sorry for I could never learn to love you.

Posted in heartbroken, love, original

Love Him

I couldn’t love him for all the love he could give

I could not give him what he wanted

Or longed for
It’s hard to explain

I couldn’t love him for any and all reason

I do not hate him

I simply couldn’t 

And just refused to

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The Boy (Will Never Be Mine)

I’ve fallen for someone beyond my reach

I am non existent to him

I know better and should practice what I preach.

But how do you get over someone who was never yours?

The craziness within is slowly taking its course.

I sing his songs and see his face, imagining things that would never be

I know it is crazy,

I know this will go away……eventually

For now, I will let my imagination run wild until I am set free

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Wasn’t 

It wasn’t for me, was it?

The look, the stare, the smile

It was just your usual

It wasn’t meant to be special 

Not meant to make me feel special.

 

Your laugh, it wasn’t for me

Your stories weren’t for me

Your feelings were just friendly 

And it was never meant for me