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Cold Coffee

My coffee has gone cold waiting for me.

In this cold morning, my coffee is colder still.

Much like your cold heart

Who left me lying on the cold floor

With my heart held in my cold hands.

And yet, I still drink my bitter cold coffee

As I toast the cold morning air

Remembering that from your coldness

I learned to embrace the warmth of my own sunshine.

©Maria Michaela

Used To

I used to cry for you
Out of nowhere
Out of the blue

You were my sweet embrace
That caused me bitterness
And now no more.
I have been replaced
I have been erased

I used to long for you
Turned gray clouds blue
Or so I thought

You were the nightmare masked as a dream come true
But I have learned and realized
My happiness doesn’t depend on you

I used to dream of you and I
I used to cry
Thought I would die

I used to think I needed you
But that’s just it
It is all just, “I used to”

Miss

I miss our talks
Because now they’re close to never
I kept myself far away only because I was in pain

Now I accept reality
Every truth and pain I feel
Every lie and false hope you gave
Never was I the kind of person who holds a grudge

Now that I am healing
Yes, healing….not yet healed
I open my heart to other possibilities
I am fragile, frail
Because when I love I give all

But the experience of you taught me I can be strong and move on
And I can be better
I miss telling you these
Because I saw the side rarely seen or never seen by mere mortals
Because with you I was unguarded
Because I trusted you
I still do
But not with my affections

I may miss our friendship
But I know one day
I will forget to miss how I loved you

Patching Up Myself

I’m still not whole
I’m still in pieces
But I’m moving and slowly healing myself
Or trying to
In the process of letting go
I’d like to cry for one last time
Not because I still want to hold on
But because I want to finally get over you

Move On Completely

Healing
Coping
Trying to forget

Denying
Accepting
Part of moving on

Months has passed since the decision was made
A year has passed since I fell
Time to get a move on
I want to completely move on

Watch me smile and walk away
I am no longer afraid to leave
Finally realized there is no point for me to stay
No longer holding on to nothingness

It is not easy and the road I take is unfamiliar
Yet I know I’m getting there
It will be over soon
I will be over you

I’m Gone

I don’t want to look back anymore
I’m done
I’m tired
I want to be free
Free of you

Because from what I see
You’re free of me
Or perhaps, you never were into me to begin with

I cried, poured my heart out
Felt sorry for myself

But I never want to be bitter
And I never was or am
May you find happiness
The one I sought from you

So here I am
Stepping out to the sun
Hoping with all hopefulness
I move
Slowly I move away from you
Until finally
I’m gone

Irony Isn’t It?

You were special to me

But you did not make me feel that I was to you

So I set you free

And now it seems you’re feeling blue

 

Is it just me or do I sense a change in you?

I think you’re at a loss, you haven’t got a clue

 

I’m slowly letting you go, so what now?

I thought that’s what you wanted

But something’s changed somehow

You said you never took me for granted

 

I say you never miss the water until it’s gone

I’m moving on without you, and I have just begun

Because I’m A Faker

I wear a fake smile

Pretend to be happy

Deep inside though

I’m breaking

I wear this mask so people can’t see

Because I don’t want their pity

 

I’m miserable inside

And they will never know

But something’s got to give

Something’s got to break

 

I promised I will cry no more

But crying helps

A momentary paralysis of the pain

I let it all out

I let it drown me

Because I want to let go of you

 

I’ll continue to pretend

Only because I’ve been addicted to faking it

You see, I don’t mind pretending to be happy

Because it’s better than you seeing me cry

There is a thin line between moving on and holding on

It is never easy trying to pick up the pieces when there’s so many

You think logically but

Somewhere deep down your hypothalamus refuses to believe it

The important thing is you tried

Do not pressure yourself for not moving on fast enough

Healing takes time

Just allow yourself to breathe

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