Posted in original, Stories About Jeffrey

If He Came Across This Poem

I took a chance

I fell in love

He caught me with a glance

He’s the one I’m dreaming of

And when he looks at me

He sees right through

But doesn’t quite see

The kind of girl he sees in you

 

I’m kind of jealous ’cause I met him first

But I guess that doesn’t really count

It’s just I feel betrayed, I had him at his worst

But I guess it doesn’t add up to any amount

Where did I go wrong?

I often ask myself

I made it kind of obvious, as suggested by the song

Couldn’t he have felt it himself?

 

I’m loosing my mind

It’s time to let go

I have to leave it all behind

Because I am my own foe

If by chance he ever gets to read this

Which I highly doubt

It is not written out of bitterness, but out of sadness

And I guess tha’s all he needs to know

Posted in miscellaneous, original

Irony Isn’t It?

You were special to me

But you did not make me feel that I was to you

So I set you free

And now it seems you’re feeling blue

 

Is it just me or do I sense a change in you?

I think you’re at a loss, you haven’t got a clue

 

I’m slowly letting you go, so what now?

I thought that’s what you wanted

But something’s changed somehow

You said you never took me for granted

 

I say you never miss the water until it’s gone

I’m moving on without you, and I have just begun

Posted in heartbroken, original

Because I’m A Faker

I wear a fake smile

Pretend to be happy

Deep inside though

I’m breaking

I wear this mask so people can’t see

Because I don’t want their pity

 

I’m miserable inside

And they will never know

But something’s got to give

Something’s got to break

 

I promised I will cry no more

But crying helps

A momentary paralysis of the pain

I let it all out

I let it drown me

Because I want to let go of you

 

I’ll continue to pretend

Only because I’ve been addicted to faking it

You see, I don’t mind pretending to be happy

Because it’s better than you seeing me cry

Posted in love, original

You, I Crush

Him I love

Him I adore

Him I long for

But you, I crush on

 

Him I dream of

Him I get jealous of

Him that has my heart

Yet you, I crush on

 

Him I want

Him I still hope for

Him who’s my happiness

Still you, I crush on

 

You who make me smile

A smile that is true

You who truly care

And I feel it too

You who I want to see now and everyday

You who always look for me

What else can I say?

 

I may haven’t fully moved on

But one thing is for certain

It’s you who I have a crush on

Posted in friendship, heartbroken, original

What’s Left Of Me

If I had known I was a mere passerby

I should not have over-stayed

I believed we could be great friends

And we did for a while

A taste of our little infinity

Just like in the book

 

At least I got a chance

A very little peek

The one that broke my heart

And how I fell apart

The memory will always be there

As I slowly move on

I’ll wait for my time to come

And I will give to him

Whatever is left of me

Because I can never be whole again

Posted in heartbroken, original

Crossing The Thin Line

There is a thin line between moving on and holding on

It is never easy trying to pick up the pieces when there’s so many

You think logically but

Somewhere deep down your hypothalamus refuses to believe it

The important thing is you tried

Do not pressure yourself for not moving on fast enough

Healing takes time

Just allow yourself to breathe

Posted in inspirational, original

Ride The Bike

I worry a lot

It darkens my day and ruins my mood

Dark clouds follow all the time

And I feel I am at my lowest

 

Worrying is an awful thing

My balance is off

And I lose trust

 

Thank goodness for real friends

One’s who let you see the brighter side

One’s who show you the other view

And it can be so spectacular!

 

I worry a lot

But I keep in mind the lesson I learned

Uncertainty breeds fear

But fear has no hold on me now

So, I ride the bike once more

and enjoy the view

Posted in friendship, original

Sink In

So you haven’t thought much of it

You haven’t really realized it

I know you’re trying not to think about what’s going to happen

I know that in your mind, you’re collecting memories

You’re trying to spend more time

You need not worry though

Because I’ll find ways to be able to spend time with you

 

Once it sinks in,

Don’t let the feeling overwhelm you

Just know that you have me…..always