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I Was Once In Love During Christmas

That was once not so long ago
I was ready to jump my ship
I broke my walls
For the wrong person,
The wrong reason.

I did not know then
The next Christmas would be so different
It was better
I’ve learned

Got bruises to prove how I survived
Now, you have her and I am still by myself
But I wish you well
No bitterness for this Christmas
Because I remember,
I once fell in love during Christmas

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If He Came Across This Poem

I took a chance

I fell in love

He caught me with a glance

He’s the one I’m dreaming of

And when he looks at me

He sees right through

But doesn’t quite see

The kind of girl he sees in you

 

I’m kind of jealous ’cause I met him first

But I guess that doesn’t really count

It’s just I feel betrayed, I had him at his worst

But I guess it doesn’t add up to any amount

Where did I go wrong?

I often ask myself

I made it kind of obvious, as suggested by the song

Couldn’t he have felt it himself?

 

I’m loosing my mind

It’s time to let go

I have to leave it all behind

Because I am my own foe

If by chance he ever gets to read this

Which I highly doubt

It is not written out of bitterness, but out of sadness

And I guess tha’s all he needs to know

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Broken and Mended

I bleed, I die

Every now and then I sigh

 

I hold my breath each time

I wonder if loving you is such a crime

 

True love has never been so hard, I guess

At times I feel I’m such a mess

 

Although people say I bloom

It’s because of you I forget all the gloom

 

I should not expect much

There isn’t really any, that is such

 

Up and down I go

Happy and at times it hurts so

 

The things I do for love, for you

The things I do

Sometimes makes me blue

 

But your smile pours down on me

And I’m high up so suddenly

 

I stop and wonder once more

Why I love you so much now than before

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We Broke

You broke my heart

But I guess I broke yours first

 

Without knowing, without thinking

I totally misunderstood

It hurt

A lot

But I guess you felt the same

 

Now we both move on

All that is in the past

I was too insensitive and read the signs wrong

Is it too late?

Am I too late?

 

Give me a chance

Let’s give us a chance

That we may mend what has not been broken yet