Posted in heartbroken, inspirational, original, special

Miss

I miss our talks
Because now they’re close to never
I kept myself far away only because I was in pain

Now I accept reality
Every truth and pain I feel
Every lie and false hope you gave
Never was I the kind of person who holds a grudge

Now that I am healing
Yes, healing….not yet healed
I open my heart to other possibilities
I am fragile, frail
Because when I love I give all

But the experience of you taught me I can be strong and move on
And I can be better
I miss telling you these
Because I saw the side rarely seen or never seen by mere mortals
Because with you I was unguarded
Because I trusted you
I still do
But not with my affections

I may miss our friendship
But I know one day
I will forget to miss how I loved you

Posted in inspirational, love, original, Stories About Jeffrey

Over Soon

Someday I will sing my heart out once more
No holding back

Someday I will be able to talk to you like I used to before
Without feeling any awkwardness

Someday I will feel all emotions
But they won’t be all for you

Someday I can smile at you
Look you straight in the eye and tell you honestly I’m fine

Someday you’ll just be another face
Another friend, and that’s okay

Someday I’ll meet the right one
And I’ll tell you about him and I know you’ll support me

One day I’ll really, truly, finally be over you
And that will be soon

Posted in heartbroken, original, Stories About Jeffrey

Keep On Hurting

No words can say how much I loved him
And no emotions can describe the hurt that followed
I fell hard, fast and almost at a whim
I was so ready that my pride I swallowed

He made me feel good
And we had intelligent conversations
He knew how to put me in a good mood
He was my inspiration

But like most mutual feelings I had
He left me hanging there
Which made me so sad
And wished he’d be here

But I can only hold on for so long
I’ve lost hope that he’ll try
I ask myself how did it go wrong?
I couldn’t find the answer, and so I cry

I have to let it go now
I just don’t know how
Forever in my memory
I wonder if for him I will be

Posted in miscellaneous, original

Irony Isn’t It?

You were special to me

But you did not make me feel that I was to you

So I set you free

And now it seems you’re feeling blue

 

Is it just me or do I sense a change in you?

I think you’re at a loss, you haven’t got a clue

 

I’m slowly letting you go, so what now?

I thought that’s what you wanted

But something’s changed somehow

You said you never took me for granted

 

I say you never miss the water until it’s gone

I’m moving on without you, and I have just begun