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Starve

If I starve myself will you be kinder?

If I starve myself will you be nicer?

Will you treat me better?

Will you be just a little sweeter?

If I starve myself to meet your standards,

Will you accept me with arms wide open afterwards?

So I starve myself and I begin to deteriorate

My starvation, it accelerates

I drown and become lost

I only paid for my life, it’s not much of a cost.

Curves

To be fat is to be shameful

To be fat means to feel awful

This is what I learned as a child.

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My family loved me, and I know they tried

Tried to protect me, but they do not know how much I cried

Because whenever I have an ounce of confidence

Society retaliates with a pound of uncertainty.

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My curves became my curse and I hated myself

I felt like an unwanted book tucked away on the shelf

I hated my curves.

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There are nights I’d pick myself up

Saying that I am enough and I am loved

But most nights…..most nights are awful

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I lie to myself sometimes

That if I love my curves enough

Society will accept them and I will no longer need to hide

Unfat

I have one wish

One I’ve had since I was small

I don’t want to be called fat anymore

I want people to stop joking about my weight

I just want to be unfat

But I think it’s too much to ask for

Nature Feels

See the sky?

It’s blue but it’s happy

See the river?

Its green but does not envy

The clouds are white and pure

But it can also be dark and heavy

Nature can be full of wonder

Full of emotions

I sleep tonight with the heaviest of heart

But hoping that I wake tomorrow to a brand new start

I Will Lose

Shed those extra weight 

Remove all self hate

Driving oneself to the distance

It takes a lot of hard work, give yourself a chance

Don’t give up now, you’ve come a long way

Show them what you’re made of now insead of waiting for someday

Sweat it out and enjoy yourself

I go on and tell this to myself

No one will do it for me

And so I go at it, in the end we shall see

Heavy

Heavy heart on a heavy coat

You look so down and older

The rain is pouring heavily on you

Washing out any trace of happiness

Pour it out like a tea to a cup

I’m here for you and I’ll catch your fall

Beat your weariness to the beat of the drum

Let’s chase your blues away on a fast car

The sunshine is just behind dark clouds

And you don’t have to do it alone

Don Charisma

because anything is possible with Charisma

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Dr. Eric Perry, PhD

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