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Sometimes I Write…

…About happiness

And then sometimes I want to write about sadness

Sometimes it’s a song about love

And then at times about heartbreak

Sometimes it’s about life and acknowledging the existence of death

Then sometimes I write about nothing

About no one

About myself

About others

About the world and the beauty it has despite the darkness it also holds

With all the sometimes, often I write with the aim not to please others

But just to bring joy

©Maria Michaela

Posted in heartbroken, original

Break

I gave him my heart

He broke it

I was honest to him

He took advantage and lied

I put my guard down and got vulnerable

He put up his walls and disregarded me.

Maybe I should have stayed away

Instead I tempted fate

I knew he was the wrong kind

But still, I gave him my heart willingly

Despite knowing it would just break.

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His Point Of View (Her Blue Dress)

Her and that blue dress

Made me look like such a mess

I’d fallen for her, who would’ve guessed?

I wouldn’t have noticed her at first but now I’m stressed

Because she walks by

As she smiles and says “hi”

But now I’m just another guy

She loves someone else now, not I

And if I had known at that time that I’d feel the same

I wouldn’t have played her on this game

Now I am put to shame

As she walks on by calling his name

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No Love

They judge me

They tell me I’ve never truly felt love

Or been in love
But how would they know?

The dim witted often think they’re smart

They will never understand 

And I won’t care

Because I know,

Heartbreak is all I’ve ever had 

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The One’s I Broke

I told stories of how I got broken

But there seems to be one unspoken

Of those from the otherside.

 

Their feelings they told

Some wished that together we grow old

But I saw none of that for me.

 

Some had feelings that might have been true

Some just wanted to hear me say, “I love you too”

But I turned them all down.

 

What was it that I was searching for?

None of them had made a score

They were the wrong fit.

 

I feel sorry for the one’s I broke

I pray they find someone who can truly laugh at their jokes

I just knew, that would never be me.

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That First

Boom! Bang! Crash!
Oh that first heartbreak!
Crashing down like an avalanche.

Hurts like being burned
Everything topsy turvy and turned
All the songs of sadness goes
It’s like the whole world knows

Crying seems to help
Hard to even stop
The pain can be too much
Yet you know someday it’ll end

And once it’s done….it is so liberating!