And then sometimes I want to write about sadness
Sometimes it’s a song about love
And then at times about heartbreak
Sometimes it’s about life and acknowledging the existence of death
Then sometimes I write about nothing
About no one
About the world and the beauty it has despite the darkness it also holds
With all the sometimes, often I write with the aim not to please others
But just to bring joy
I gave him my heart
He broke it
I was honest to him
He took advantage and lied
I put my guard down and got vulnerable
He put up his walls and disregarded me.
Maybe I should have stayed away
Instead I tempted fate
I knew he was the wrong kind
But still, I gave him my heart willingly
Despite knowing it would just break.
I cried when you broke my heart and you didn’t evem know
But that was in the past
You are just a past and
I will cry no more
Her and that blue dress
Made me look like such a mess
I’d fallen for her, who would’ve guessed?
I wouldn’t have noticed her at first but now I’m stressed
Because she walks by
As she smiles and says “hi”
But now I’m just another guy
She loves someone else now, not I
And if I had known at that time that I’d feel the same
I wouldn’t have played her on this game
Now I am put to shame
As she walks on by calling his name
He took my heart but he never took me seriously
He took my heart but he only took me for granted
They judge me
They tell me I’ve never truly felt love
Or been in love
But how would they know?
The dim witted often think they’re smart
They will never understand
And I won’t care
Because I know,
Heartbreak is all I’ve ever had
Like time suspended,
a wound unmended–
you and I.
We had no ending,
no said goodbye.
For all my life,
I’ll wonder why.
– Lang Leav
I told stories of how I got broken
But there seems to be one unspoken
Of those from the otherside.
Their feelings they told
Some wished that together we grow old
But I saw none of that for me.
Some had feelings that might have been true
Some just wanted to hear me say, “I love you too”
But I turned them all down.
What was it that I was searching for?
None of them had made a score
They were the wrong fit.
I feel sorry for the one’s I broke
I pray they find someone who can truly laugh at their jokes
I just knew, that would never be me.
How do broken hearts heal?
How can they be mended and sealed?
How do you solve the puzzle that has been undone?
It’s a wonder…
Boom! Bang! Crash!
Oh that first heartbreak!
Crashing down like an avalanche.
Hurts like being burned
Everything topsy turvy and turned
All the songs of sadness goes
It’s like the whole world knows
Crying seems to help
Hard to even stop
The pain can be too much
Yet you know someday it’ll end
And once it’s done….it is so liberating!