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Feet Over

The grass is blue

The sky is green

The day becomes night 

And night becomes day

It’s how I feel

It’s what I felt

When you loved me

My feet was over my head

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Insanely Insane 

He took me by surprise

There was playfulness in his eyes

I didn’t know then

I didn’t know when

I had no clue

Didn’t know what to do

My heart was pounding, my mind all scrambled 

I was all over, didn’t speak but rambled

It was crazy, I was over the galaxy!

All because of him, but it was just back then

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Falling, Fallen, Gone

Oh no! Oh me, oh my!

How could I have let this happen?

Why was I so careless?

To leave it so messed up, misshapen

I just stood there and did nothing

I watched myself slip away

I saw the signs and I knew

Still, I did nothing but stare and stay

I don’t know which way is up

I’m confused at the same time I’m sure

Nothing could be clearer and vaguer

I know this feeling is true —- pure

I don’t want to go further

But I know I can’t fight this any longer

Crazy, confusing, intoxicating

This is but a feeling

Yet I’m afraid it’s gotten stronger each day

I’m head over heels all over again

Just like before, just like now

And I can’t even begin to bargain

Logical thinking amidst stupidity of myself

And so I let it fall freely

Here I go, over the edge once more

My face undisturbed, staring through the pit…..blankly

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Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,

 Black as the Pit from pole to pole,

I thank whatever gods may be

For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance

I have not winced nor cried aloud.

Under the bludgeonings of chance

My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears

Looms but the Horror of the shade,

And yet the menace of the years

Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,

How charged with punishments the scroll.

 I am the master of my fate:

I am the captain of my soul.      

– William Ernest Henley 

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!!Mental

Didn’t know what to do what was I thinking?

No, I…I wasn’t thinking at all

something told me, whispered to my ear

what is this? what have I done?

Where is here and when is now?

I’ve been loosing time

can’t recall what happened  

He calls…from a distance

…don’t know who he is

A dark passage, voices so many voices

talking at the same time

Some taunt, some laugh, some cry one…

one voice tells me to run

What have I done? What did I do?

“RUN!”, the voice said

I do not recall anything

Where is here and when is now?  

Something slimy and warm

runs from my arm to my hands

what is this? where am I?

what have I done?

A person, laying like crumpled paper

vision so vivid,

passing and playing in my mind…

my mind like a movie, a silent movie

What is this I’m holding?

help me! someone, please!

I’m shaking, I close my eyes

where am I? what have I done?

“RUN! RUN!”, that voice again, the voice I hear  

a dark, deep voice is talking now

silencing the voice that’s been….. telling me to run

A laugh, a scary, cold laugh I look around

…where’s the voice?

where are these voices coming from?  

I hear…I hear someone speak

I spin around and face the mirror

 to my surprise, my lips move

a voice came, that was not my own

“YOU!”, it said…”we are coming from YOU”  

I am lost…I cannot be saved

 …..not anymore