Posted in original, self / self esteem

Fix Me

I cried in silence

I didn’t want anyone to know.

Not that no one cared

I just thought they wouldn’t understand.

They may think I’m fickle

They may think I just want to be noticed.

So I say nothing

Pretend I’m fine

Fake a smile

And laugh a lie

But I’m broken and I know I need to fix myself

©Maria Michaela

Posted in heartbroken, love, original

Broken and Mended

I bleed, I die

Every now and then I sigh

 

I hold my breath each time

I wonder if loving you is such a crime

 

True love has never been so hard, I guess

At times I feel I’m such a mess

 

Although people say I bloom

It’s because of you I forget all the gloom

 

I should not expect much

There isn’t really any, that is such

 

Up and down I go

Happy and at times it hurts so

 

The things I do for love, for you

The things I do

Sometimes makes me blue

 

But your smile pours down on me

And I’m high up so suddenly

 

I stop and wonder once more

Why I love you so much now than before

Posted in heartbroken, original

We Broke

You broke my heart

But I guess I broke yours first

 

Without knowing, without thinking

I totally misunderstood

It hurt

A lot

But I guess you felt the same

 

Now we both move on

All that is in the past

I was too insensitive and read the signs wrong

Is it too late?

Am I too late?

 

Give me a chance

Let’s give us a chance

That we may mend what has not been broken yet

Posted in original

Hurts Me So

it hurts me so to see you down

I’d want to make you smile

this life is not the one I pictured

where you will be

 

life is full of surprises though

and often times we fall on pot holes

 

but I’ll I fix the tires so on we will go

if we help each other,

tough roads are nothing but a fun roller coaster ride