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Still

I loved him then and may love him still

But there is so much more to think and do in this world than be stuck with feelings for him

Feelings unguarded

Feelings unwanted

Feelings unrequited

Still, I entertain thoughts of him

Still, I find myself daydreaming

Still, I recall the hurt

The pain

And so, I realised I still have so much to learn

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Broke You

You were her first heartbreak

But then why does your heart ache?

You made her cry

She felt she might die

But something is gnawing in your mind

You wished you were more kind

Because although you broke her heart

You knew she would break you from the start

So you broker her and now you’re broken too

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Fall Once

I tried to please him

Tried to be the one so he would stop searching

But I wasn’t what he was looking for

So he moved past me.

I guess I tried too hard

I guess I just wasn’t the right fit

I look back now and though I may not understand as much

I don’t regret having fallen for him once

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A Little

You know I was beginning to like you,

A little at first

Then it grew, well just a little.

Then you started to be distant,

A little at first and then some more.

Part of me hoped you were going to be it,

Part of me died when I found out you weren’t.

You see, no matter how little it was that I felt for you

I felt something anyway.

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I feel fine

“I feel fine”, is what I always say

But most often, I’m really not

I feel fine, physically I do

Emotionally though, I’m really not

I feel fine, I don’t show the hurt

But I know soon I really will

I feel fine, that’s what I always say

Even when in truth I’m not

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Cold

Hands, frozen
Like time, broken
Feet, numb
Like words for the dumb
Lips, blue
Somehow missing you
Memories, kept like a token
My eyes never show, left unspoken
Much like the weather is cold
Your feelings for me is a bluff, so my card I fold

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I Don’t

I don’t hold my breath when you’re around
Though your presence has always been the most wonderful sound.
I don’t feel butterflies at all
But your presence alone makes me feel ten times tall!
I don’t feel my heart skip a beat
But hearing your voice is a feeling so sweet.
I don’t think I’m in love with you, no, not yet
But maybe in the future, I think, I bet