It’s just me, I know
Creating scenarios in my head
Making up stories as if you ever notice me
I’m assuming, and I know that
But a girl can always dream.
I just thought I noticed something different
Some glances here and there
Or simply passing by where I can see you
Or maybe so you can see me?
But as the song goes, it’s just my imagination
Still, I gladly welcome my day dreams of you no matter how silly it is.
I’m a lonely girl
In a lonely world
Full of loneliness
In a lonely room
How lonely can one person be?
You know I was beginning to like you,
A little at first
Then it grew, well just a little.
Then you started to be distant,
A little at first and then some more.
Part of me hoped you were going to be it,
Part of me died when I found out you weren’t.
You see, no matter how little it was that I felt for you
I felt something anyway.
Did I write a poem for you?
Does that mean that I miss you?
I don’t know how I’ll feel seeing you, if we ever get the chance to
Will I be overwhelmed?
Or will it be just that?
One thing’s for sure
Some thing inside is haunting me still
“I feel fine”, is what I always say
But most often, I’m really not
I feel fine, physically I do
Emotionally though, I’m really not
I feel fine, I don’t show the hurt
But I know soon I really will
I feel fine, that’s what I always say
Even when in truth I’m not
It’s a mystery to me
On why I even entertained to feel something for you
I’d like to take it back
If only I could
I’ve given it some thought
And decided to give it some time
After which I will hold it down
Knowing that I’ve waited
I hope you realize though, that my waiting can only go so far
Because even if it may be time to let go
It would still be a mystery to me
Why I would love you still
No butterflies but I know I like you
Not even the slightest touchy feeling
I check myself from time to time
But I know there really isn’t
I like being around you
The sight of you is joy to me
Being close to you is wonderful
But still no butterflies
The butterflies don’t gauge my real emotions
But I think I know why there is none of it
Because I’m afraid to get ahead of myself
When the uncertainty and the unknown
Is quite obvious
I don’t hold my breath when you’re around
Though your presence has always been the most wonderful sound.
I don’t feel butterflies at all
But your presence alone makes me feel ten times tall!
I don’t feel my heart skip a beat
But hearing your voice is a feeling so sweet.
I don’t think I’m in love with you, no, not yet
But maybe in the future, I think, I bet
….ever say a word
Ever say if there is something
Something that you’re feeling
Feeling anything special
Special, am I?
I don’t want to overthink
Think too much
Much to think about
And so, I wait for the faithful day
The teasing may have stopped
But am I right to feel the feeling is there?
Am I right to assume just a little?
In your eyes, when I look at them
I see some part of me
Is there something there?