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Lukewarm Feelings

There is uncertainty

Trying to determine whether the emotions flowing are sending the right vibes

Is it mutual?

Is it the same?

But, still unsure

Too busy over thinking

Because it would seem to me, I am the only one feeling the intensity

While you, you only have lukewarm feelings for me

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Showcase Your Affection

Bring forth your heart and lay it down in front of me

Show me charades of promises and tell me of dreams you have planned

Waltz around and parade your undying affection

While I read between the lines and see beyond the colors

Your mardis gras of facade I see right through

See, the grand gesture and parade is not what I want

The simplicity, the truth, was what I was after

And those two, you failed hard at

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Fall Once

I tried to please him

Tried to be the one so he would stop searching

But I wasn’t what he was looking for

So he moved past me.

I guess I tried too hard

I guess I just wasn’t the right fit

I look back now and though I may not understand as much

I don’t regret having fallen for him once

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Music Feeds The Soul

Oh I get emotional 

I get teary-eyed 

A rollercoaster ride of feelings

Sometimes I just can’t hide

I go up, I go down

I feel happy, I feel sad

I listen to the words

And often, I feel glad

It captivates me

It’s quite alluring 

The wonderful sounds

Of soulful singing

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Until Then

This is me slowly saying goodbye
I remember how this started with a simple “hi”
No bitterness, I promise, that’s no lie
I have to drown the emotions, now they slowly die
I was a good start, it was fun while it lasted
But alas! Your feelings and mine contrasted
And so, this is me walking away
Giving up now to fight another day
You deserve to be happy so now I begin
Letting go of what I never had, until then

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It’s A Mystery

It’s a mystery to me
On why I even entertained to feel something for you
I’d like to take it back
If only I could

I’ve given it some thought
And decided to give it some time
After which I will hold it down
Knowing that I’ve waited

I hope you realize though, that my waiting can only go so far
Because even if it may be time to let go
It would still be a mystery to me
Why I would love you still

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No Butterflies

No butterflies but I know I like you
Not even the slightest touchy feeling
I check myself from time to time
But I know there really isn’t

I like being around you
The sight of you is joy to me
Being close to you is wonderful
But still no butterflies

The butterflies don’t gauge my real emotions
But I think I know why there is none of it
Because I’m afraid to get ahead of myself
When the uncertainty and the unknown
Is quite obvious

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I Think You’re Jealous

I used to think it was just me
Trying too hard to get your attention
But then lately it seems that you’re growing anxious
Whenever I am close to other guys, it seems….
To me it seems you become restless

And then out of the blue it becomes clear
As clear and bright as day
You act the way you do because
You’re starting to feel jealous

I take that as a sign that in some way, you like me