Posted in original, writing

Write Along

Sometimes I write about sadness

Though it doesn’t mean I’m sad

At times I write about happiness

But it doesn’t necessarily mean I’m glad.

And then I write about heart aches

Of how the heart can bleed

It’s not entirely my own

I just let my pen lead.

And so the emotions pour

While I continue to write along.

©Maria Michaela

Posted in heartbroken, original

No Love

They judge me

They tell me I’ve never truly felt love

Or been in love
But how would they know?

The dim witted often think they’re smart

They will never understand 

And I won’t care

Because I know,

Heartbreak is all I’ve ever had 

Posted in heartbroken, original

A Little

You know I was beginning to like you,

A little at first

Then it grew, well just a little.

Then you started to be distant,

A little at first and then some more.

Part of me hoped you were going to be it,

Part of me died when I found out you weren’t.

You see, no matter how little it was that I felt for you

I felt something anyway.

Posted in original, Relationship

You Can’t Force Love

You can’t impose it

Or simply dispose of it

You can’t wish for it to happen

Or force it

It happens when it does and it’s a great thing when it comes your way

But how can I put this simply

In words easily understood?

Don’t force me, because if I don’t like it

I never will

Posted in love, original

I Don’t

I don’t hold my breath when you’re around
Though your presence has always been the most wonderful sound.
I don’t feel butterflies at all
But your presence alone makes me feel ten times tall!
I don’t feel my heart skip a beat
But hearing your voice is a feeling so sweet.
I don’t think I’m in love with you, no, not yet
But maybe in the future, I think, I bet

Posted in love, original

Deeply

I will hide these feelings
The emotions that I truly feel,
For there are people who don’t understand
I don’t know what’s their deal

I want to be proud of you
I guess I’ll do so discreetly
For they scavenge like vultures
Picking at us most happily

Please know that my feelings are true
And that each time I pretend not to feel, I’m blue
Know that when the time comes, I’d embrace you whole heartedly
They’d die of envy for they know I’d love you deeply

Posted in love, original

Why do I blush?

I used to be so good at hiding
Emotions was always easy to fake
I was good at it
But recently, not so

When teased, I blush!
Why do I do that?
You don’t make my heart skip a beat
Yet there is a way you make me feel

I can’t help it, it annoys me
Because for some reason
My emotions don’t want to hide from you

Posted in love, original

Same Song

I used to sing of love songs
I used to write about love
I smiled at my stars
And thanked the heavens above

Then came the heartbreak
The crying and the rains
The sad realization
And the pains

Then I learned to let go
Move on, for real
No bitterness

In some ways, afraid to fall once more

And then you

I may sing the same song once more
But, I’m more than ready if that happens

Posted in love, original

Oh When Skies Are Gray!

Unexpectedly it happened

And I seized the moment

He held my hand in more ways than one

He always made me feel special

 

Where one broke me, but made me strong

He always took care of me

Though I do wish to be strong, I too want to be treated like a fragile china

 

Thankful I am to both men

They don’t know how much they’ve changed me

But when the skies grow dark

I know who makes me happiest the most