Posted in original, Relationship

I’m Impossible To Love

I seek the love I hope to be true

Or rather, I sought it before.

I used to think I was empty or just a half

I used to think I needed more.

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Someone wanted to give me the world

But I only wanted him to be real and true

Extravagance was not what I wanted or needed

And so his heart I made blue.

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I do not regret being alone, going solo

I’ve long accepted my complexities

I know it’s hard to love me

And they can only hold so much capacities.

Posted in life, original

Easier

Is it easier to hurt than to love?

Easier to promise the stars above

Than to just be kind to the needy.
Is it easier to walk away than to stay?

Easier to promise a better day

Than make one for someone.
Sometimes it’s easier to lose hope than be hopeful

Because the people now have made me doubtful 

And that’s a sad thing, I reckon.

Posted in love, original

I Wish

I wish it were easy

I wish it doesn’t sound cheesy

But I often wish it were you and I

Too often at times it makes me want to cry

But there is no you and me

Only you and her and well, just myself you see

I wish you were it

Because it seems that we’re a perfect fit

Who knows maybe in the future

You might change your mind and become my suitor

I wish I could just tell you

But it never is easy and that is true

I wish someday this won’t be just a wish

Posted in inspirational, original

I’m Taking It Easy

It’s a facade,
A defense mechanism,
It’s how I am when I get broken

It’s not to be pretentious
It’s more to stop the heartache
I don’t want to get into the whirlwind of hurt
I’ll let it slide

I get to choose, you see
I choose to smile and be happy
I may appear insensitive because of this
But if I let the pain win,
I’ll die for sure
Hence, I am taking it easy on myself

Posted in life, original, sleep / insomnia

Sleep Easy Tonight

I will sleep easy tonight

Won’t think of anything that might

Ruin my mood

Cause right now I feel so good.

I will put all expectations of tomorrow aside

This is the rule I will abide.

I will accept things that can’t be

That’s how I’ll sleep easy.

 

I will sleep easy tonight

And with that I bid you all good nigh