I bleed too
All because of the insecurities I have.
I am self conscious too
I sometimes hate myself too much
I try to be more of myself and less of what others dictate
But I succumb too
I wonder if I make it out too
For being too weak minded
For getting fatter
For being heavier when I should have worked on being lighter
For not being happy with how I look, sometimes
…..That I let them dictate who I ought to be
I am hard to understand, so better not try to
Not many can see what I can
I am considered a freak of society
Because I choose to be single
At an age that many are already settled.
My being settled is different from most
And I know it’s hard to comprehend
My relationship status is not bounded or dictated by society
It’s just what I choose
I choose me
And others fail to see that.