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That First

Boom! Bang! Crash!
Oh that first heartbreak!
Crashing down like an avalanche.

Hurts like being burned
Everything topsy turvy and turned
All the songs of sadness goes
It’s like the whole world knows

Crying seems to help
Hard to even stop
The pain can be too much
Yet you know someday it’ll end

And once it’s done….it is so liberating!

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I Thought I Loved You

I thought I loved you but I never did

There is a thin line between emotions

I thought I cared for you but it was a lie

A game of chance, an alibi

I thought you were the one

I’ve placed a lot in your shoulders

But I was wrong, I was mistaken

For I thought I moved on

But still my heart is broken

 

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Because I’m A Faker

I wear a fake smile

Pretend to be happy

Deep inside though

I’m breaking

I wear this mask so people can’t see

Because I don’t want their pity

 

I’m miserable inside

And they will never know

But something’s got to give

Something’s got to break

 

I promised I will cry no more

But crying helps

A momentary paralysis of the pain

I let it all out

I let it drown me

Because I want to let go of you

 

I’ll continue to pretend

Only because I’ve been addicted to faking it

You see, I don’t mind pretending to be happy

Because it’s better than you seeing me cry