At times I find myself still thinking of you
About what we were
What we were not
What we could have been
And what we’ve become
Category: heartbroken
Oh how I loved him!
He would have been my first true love
But he wouldn’t let me
He was the one I couldn’t have
He took my heart but he never took me seriously
He took my heart but he only took me for granted
They judge me
They tell me I’ve never truly felt love
Or been in love
But how would they know?
The dim witted often think they’re smart
They will never understand
And I won’t care
Because I know,
Heartbreak is all I’ve ever had
Oh break my heart
Oh break me
I need no fixing
I have been broken too many times already
I just need some love and care
To feel a little whole again
She smiled
And that’s all it took
She had this seemingly innocent look
And thus he was gone from me
I couldn’t love him for all the love he could give
I could not give him what he wanted
Or longed for
It’s hard to explain
I couldn’t love him for any and all reason
I do not hate him
I simply couldn’t
And just refused to
The setting of the sun
Or the rising of it
None of it matters now
Now that you’ve gone
The rain washes away the pain
But sometimes it reminds me of it
The rain trickles down my window pane
Slowly erasing the past hurt
It reminds me of you
It reminds me of nothing
It becomes as it is
Just the rain
I told stories of how I got broken
But there seems to be one unspoken
Of those from the otherside.
Their feelings they told
Some wished that together we grow old
But I saw none of that for me.
Some had feelings that might have been true
Some just wanted to hear me say, “I love you too”
But I turned them all down.
What was it that I was searching for?
None of them had made a score
They were the wrong fit.
I feel sorry for the one’s I broke
I pray they find someone who can truly laugh at their jokes
I just knew, that would never be me.
