There is uncertainty
Trying to determine whether the emotions flowing are sending the right vibes
Is it mutual?
Is it the same?
But, still unsure
Too busy over thinking
Because it would seem to me, I am the only one feeling the intensity
While you, you only have lukewarm feelings for me
Your morning coffee
Your shade on a hot summer’s day
Your dark cloud
Your rainy day
Your raging wave
A heart attack
Your no one
I am and I am not
What am I really to you?
He made my heart skip a bit
But he also made me feel insecure
I was throwing myself at his feet
But still I was nothing more
A mere mortal am I
In love with you, one who has god-like qualities.
Looks are not all I like, although it does add some interest
But you’re eloquence,
your being a gentle man,
your wit and love for reading
Is what captivated me the most.
How can one man be almost perfect?
Almost perfect because you lack half your heart
I can make your heart whole
And we would be perfect together.
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Is it so wrong to want to remain single or a virgin for the rest of my life?
Questioning faces with raised eyebrows
Virginity is scarce
Promiscuity is rampant
And they act as if I’ve committed a heinous crime
An unforgivable sin.
They mock me
They want to put me to shame
Cast stones at me
All for what?
For standing my ground and not confirming to what they want.
But I will not back down
My resolve is strong
Let me be the odd one!
Let me be the rebel!
Let me be the outcast!
I will not conform to them.
If you close your eyes
You will see more
More of the reality that you’ve been missing
The lights flicker and glow
The time and the moment pass by slow
I watch the world busy itself
Put myself up on the shelf
I sit with a warm cup of coffee on hand
Looking at this beauty so grand
And then my thoughts drift to you
Wondering if your Christmas would still be blue
It’s near Christmas, I hope you feel the warmth.
The world is not as cruel as they made you believe
People are not as selfish as they seem
And it’s never too late to start over
You can’t find the words to describe me.
I am known and unknown to you.
I am a familiar face and a stranger at the same time.
You think you know me but you are doubtful.
You look for the slightest touch of familiarity but it’s not there.
You stare and wonder and ask yourself
“Who is she?”