I looked in his eyes and saw reflections of me
Does he understand? Does he truly see?
What we could be
I and he.
I say I love him, I said it shamelessly
I feel light, I feel free
His eyes seem to smile happily.
His mouth parted as if he was about to say something
Then I woke up hearing my own heart breaking.
I would like to spread my wings
Conquer my fears and limitations
Stretch and fly
Sometimes we just need a someone
Specially when it feels like no one
Is on our side
And sometimes when I get lonely
I imagine being with my one and only
And wonder, what if I too had a someone
In this digital age of digital likes
Happiness becomes digital
And so does love
Put a heart on show your love
But are any of it real?
When your world becomes a mere screen
I wonder what comes of us?
Diri sa akong dughan
Nagpabilin ang kasakit
Diri sa akong huna-huna
Imong pangalan ang gisangpit
Diri ikaw nagpabilin
Here in my heart
The hurt remains
Here in my mind
I scream still your name
Even until now
Here you remain
Will I ever lose the pounds I gained?
I’m drifting to isolation again
Confidence gained is now confidence lost
And I have but myself to blame the most
Spare me the sweet talk and tell me straight
That I’ve once again gained weight
The road takes me back to where I once was
But I notice slight changes
Things that used to be there, gone
Things that weren’t, appear
And as I walked further I got nearer
To where I once was
But now, I am different
I told stories of how I got broken
But there seems to be one unspoken
Of those from the otherside.
Their feelings they told
Some wished that together we grow old
But I saw none of that for me.
Some had feelings that might have been true
Some just wanted to hear me say, “I love you too”
But I turned them all down.
What was it that I was searching for?
None of them had made a score
They were the wrong fit.
I feel sorry for the one’s I broke
I pray they find someone who can truly laugh at their jokes
I just knew, that would never be me.
It was dark and freezing
I was cold and sneezing
I stood alone in the rain
I felt every muscle tense with pain
I didn’t run, I didn’t walk, I just stood there
I didn’t give much care
I let it envelope me, for once I found peace