Posted in life, original

Yes! Goodbye, Goodbye

Goodbye to youth

Goodbye to innocence

Goodbye to the days long forgotten

Goodbye to chivalry

And everything that goes with it

Goodbye to uncorrupted smiles

Goodbye to simplicity

And beauty within

They are no longer needed

Or wanted

Goodbye to what once was

For it will never be again

Posted in heartbroken, original

Because I’m A Faker

I wear a fake smile

Pretend to be happy

Deep inside though

I’m breaking

I wear this mask so people can’t see

Because I don’t want their pity

 

I’m miserable inside

And they will never know

But something’s got to give

Something’s got to break

 

I promised I will cry no more

But crying helps

A momentary paralysis of the pain

I let it all out

I let it drown me

Because I want to let go of you

 

I’ll continue to pretend

Only because I’ve been addicted to faking it

You see, I don’t mind pretending to be happy

Because it’s better than you seeing me cry

Posted in miscellaneous, original

A Movie

I wept hard and felt the words

But it was just a movie

 

I was moved and felt it all

But it was just a movie

 

I told myself not to cry

But I wept hard

As if I were the character there

Though it was just a movie

 

The words spoken seeped through my heart

They were real and true

Even though it was a just a movie

 

I guess after all

It may not have been just a movie

Posted in love, original

Lipstick

I don’t like to dress up

I hate to act like such a girl

Yet you

Yes you

Make me want to doll up

 

To wear a little make-up

To walk more feminine

To look more like a lady

 

One thing is sure though

You certainly make me feel more like a girl

Than any lipstick ever could

Posted in love, original

You, I Crush

Him I love

Him I adore

Him I long for

But you, I crush on

 

Him I dream of

Him I get jealous of

Him that has my heart

Yet you, I crush on

 

Him I want

Him I still hope for

Him who’s my happiness

Still you, I crush on

 

You who make me smile

A smile that is true

You who truly care

And I feel it too

You who I want to see now and everyday

You who always look for me

What else can I say?

 

I may haven’t fully moved on

But one thing is for certain

It’s you who I have a crush on

Posted in miscellaneous, original

You Get Jealous

Tell me you get jealous

Even just a little

Tell me that you’re wondering

Why he holds my smile now

And not you

Let me know there was that feeling

And there is

Show just a little hint

To give a little hope

A glint in your eyes

 

So show me you get jealous

Too, like I am jealous when I know you’re with her

Posted in original, special, Stories About Jeffrey

A Chapter Of Our Story

He isn’t tall or well-built

We are of same height

Looking at him, I’m filled with guilt

For I keep hidden my true feelings for him

 

A friendship it was

One I did not expect to happen

Far more I did not expect to fall

He is the first I have fallen for

Really fallen for

 

I really don’t know why

But I have stopped asking myself

All I know is the butterflies they talk about in books and movies

I only experienced with him

 

What makes him special among the rest, you ask?

Simple really

He is the one I have fallen in love with

Posted in friendship, heartbroken, original

What’s Left Of Me

If I had known I was a mere passerby

I should not have over-stayed

I believed we could be great friends

And we did for a while

A taste of our little infinity

Just like in the book

 

At least I got a chance

A very little peek

The one that broke my heart

And how I fell apart

The memory will always be there

As I slowly move on

I’ll wait for my time to come

And I will give to him

Whatever is left of me

Because I can never be whole again