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I Still Fear

I have been thinking, thinking a lot

Evaluating, rationalizing…..

But they say, love should not be this complicated

Then how come? Why do I feel it’s such a huge math problem?

I know I may be complicating things

But I can’t help but give in to fear

For fear seems to be rational

And fear seems to be the truth, the reality

If you say or prove otherwise then I can kiss fear goodbye


I have no clue now

I feel like I’m just another pawn in your chess game

Am I?

I’d really like to know for fear….

Fear is killing me and I’m about to give up on this