when I close my eyes I see your face, it haunts me to this day
why can’t I seem to let you go?
why should I live in dismay?
I didn’t want to see you go but it seems
you didn’t want to stay
you turned your back as you said goodbye
what more could I say?
you’ve let me go when I still love you so
it’s so unbalanced; so painful
and you saying we can still be friends is not being helpful
my lips are cracked and they bleed and I’m hurt
while you are somewhere far away,
and all that’s left of you is a torn up shirt
through gritted teeth and freezing rain
I face this horrible pain
in time I know you’ll be nothing more but
part of my history
tomorrow may still be a mystery….to me
yet I can’t wait to look forward