went into hiding until I lost track of time

and of space

went into the distance to drown myself

away from fear and anxiety

the thing that scared me most was on its way

crawling itself against me

I wanted to run and hide…and so that’s what I did

I left, without a word to anyone

and so here I am, in the midst of nothingness

everywhere, it’s just darkness

I complicated what was supposed to be simple

I made such a mess

while I’m here, they go on

not noticing I’m gone, not wondering where I am

not sure how I got here, not sure where I’m at

all I knew is I ran and didn’t look back

darkness filled the sky and now I am lost

never to go back……again

 

went into hiding until I lost track of time

went into the distance to drown myself

and now I’m lost, stuck in limbo

and nobody even notices I’m gone