Didn’t know what to do what was I thinking?

No, I…I wasn’t thinking at all

something told me, whispered to my ear

what is this? what have I done?

Where is here and when is now?

I’ve been loosing time

can’t recall what happened  

He calls…from a distance

…don’t know who he is

A dark passage, voices so many voices

talking at the same time

Some taunt, some laugh, some cry one…

one voice tells me to run

What have I done? What did I do?

“RUN!”, the voice said

I do not recall anything

Where is here and when is now?  

Something slimy and warm

runs from my arm to my hands

what is this? where am I?

what have I done?

A person, laying like crumpled paper

vision so vivid,

passing and playing in my mind…

my mind like a movie, a silent movie

What is this I’m holding?

help me! someone, please!

I’m shaking, I close my eyes

where am I? what have I done?

“RUN! RUN!”, that voice again, the voice I hear  

a dark, deep voice is talking now

silencing the voice that’s been….. telling me to run

A laugh, a scary, cold laugh I look around

…where’s the voice?

where are these voices coming from?  

I hear…I hear someone speak

I spin around and face the mirror

 to my surprise, my lips move

a voice came, that was not my own

“YOU!”, it said…”we are coming from YOU”  

I am lost…I cannot be saved

 …..not anymore